anything that goes up...

i am just so blue right now
or maybe not, perhaps writing the stuff down helps :D
there, i got that nice lil smiley out, and i am feeling better already :)

still gotta write abt it though - i have been sensing it coming for 2-3 days now. dint talk to the folks back home for 3 days now, despite explicitly promising to call them up regularly. and this, despite knowing how much they miss me and want to talk to me :(
i console myself thinking they wudnt be too happy listening to a dull me (i realised long ago that they see right through any "i just woke up" kinda excuses :(

anyways, today the mood touched peak. did nothing all day, which isnt anything new, but i even slept half the day out too. this was after i overslept my quota already! i just dint want to wake up from that horrible semi-sleep! and then i woke up arnd dinnertime, feeling like pure shit. u know how it is when u have had too much of sleep - the brain feels numb, the monotony kills you. all i have been doing since then is reading webcomics, and i managed to piss off one or two well meaning friends. i hope they realise its my weekly PMS time. darn.

since when did i become a moody fella, i was about to say, but, POOF! the realisation is here:: i have long changed in this aspect while my memory hasnt!
updating definitions, clearing cache, refreshing DNS servlet entries now...
ahh i know silly attempts at humor wont work [smiles weakly]
and now writing this stuff down has already brought my mood down a few notches. harumphh.