Sloshmania- 2

What is it with people and sentiments? Or should it be, what is it with me and my zero senti? This really cool party suddenly turned into the baap of all sentis, with people crying left right and center, and i obviously couldnt feel anything.

Ostensibly, they feel miserable about leaving IIT behind, and all the millions of memories and friends. (Do i sound cynical? That would be because indeed i never could connect with anything/anyone out here). So, supposedly, it is all about the happy times spent out here. Okay. But is it just the friends, or is it the insecurity out there in the great big world, that makes people want to cling back? Isnt the campus life carefree as compared to the dog-eat-dog world out there.

The hell with all that, what amazes me is how people open up completely. That image repeatedly flashes in my mind - Mohit totally crumbling and pouring out his woes, while i looked on shocked and dazed. I naturally turn inward when I get sad; I guess some people turn outward, especially when drunk. I just cant get a hang of this concept...i just dont feel comfy 'pouring my heart out'. Sure, I love a helpful shoulder for support (its a big relief), but talking your heart out?? How can anyone be comfortable doing that??!!


And then there were some others repenting. I cant imagine what it is they were repenting about. Perhaps it is their conscience, their feelings of guilt getting back at them. Messy!
And then Varun the GOD had to add to the freakiness, dint he? Cut his hand royally, and then he wudnt do anything to stop the blood while it flowed down in a long stream. Messy. Out of my system hopefully.

Well I am a long way off from repenting for anything I may have done to others! The hell, i did no one any harm :D
And thus ends Sloshmania 2 (The Tragic Lives of Men) :D