truth

ugly ramblings of a self-conscious mind
that is where i left last time, and i will try to shake free
it is so tough
i am somewhat unable to contend with the external, and what about the internal itself?

first: i cannot focus on a single issue, my mind just wanders and flits...too fast for my own thoughts to condense :(

i am now increasingly inclined to drift towards ruchir's idea of a life-partner. the adjustment thing just doesnt gel well nowadays. talked to him about that, and he gave the simplest and best reaction...wait and watch

that is all fine, but what about my own failure spiral? how do i do anything before i sort myself out! that confident swagger was slowly but surely upstaged starting with my third year. damn has it been just so little time?

issues of responsibility. towards myself required to get through the next few days till the project submission